Right after that call.. I felt so alone suddenly..

How I wish that you understand whats happening...

You duuno how much tears were shed.. how much stress I had..

Im not asking alot.. I just wanted your moral support.. just a simple jiayou from you over the phone before you go to bed.. did you realise that you have been saying those words to me less often..? Msges and calls from you are getting lesser.. and the topics we discussed lately has always been that and that. I dun feel as loved anymore. Im rather disappointed.

So much things to do in that short period of time frame esp when I just recovered.

5 papers in 3days plus on going tutorials and assignments to be done and 2 night class in a week..

Getting the documents out within 7 days, sch fees to settle, training on friday and working in the weekend.. I know you have lotsa things to settle too... but I just some personal attention from you....... I just wanted you to cheer me up and love me a little more..

I doubt you will ever see this anyway..

Sleep tight my dear~