Tuesday, July 21, 2009 ♥
A special post to my sweetest love:
Thanks for all your unconditioned love and lots lots of love~
Every lil single thing that you had done for me..
All the sacrifices you've done.. and accepting me for who I am.. the immature me.. =x
Always being there when I especially needed you..
And your unique way of cheering me up and putting smiles back on my face..
How you sing lullabies to get me to sleep that night when I tot I lost my phone..
It's the sweetest my love..
Forgive me for taking so long to realise.. It was till that night that I realise how lucky I was..
Sorry for making you upset.. and thanks for all your effort in making me the happiest and luckiest lady~
I LOVE YOU BABY !
Truly happy !! Shanice is a happy girl! ^^
A.Happy.Girl.With.Her.Sweet.Sweet.Love~
♥ My Fairytale 1:19 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 ♥
Right after that call.. I felt so alone suddenly..
How I wish that you understand whats happening...
You duuno how much tears were shed.. how much stress I had..
Im not asking alot.. I just wanted your moral support.. just a simple jiayou from you over the phone before you go to bed.. did you realise that you have been saying those words to me less often..? Msges and calls from you are getting lesser.. and the topics we discussed lately has always been that and that. I dun feel as loved anymore. Im rather disappointed.
So much things to do in that short period of time frame esp when I just recovered.
5 papers in 3days plus on going tutorials and assignments to be done and 2 night class in a week..
Getting the documents out within 7 days, sch fees to settle, training on friday and working in the weekend.. I know you have lotsa things to settle too... but I just some personal attention from you....... I just wanted you to cheer me up and love me a little more..
I doubt you will ever see this anyway..
Sleep tight my dear~
♥ My Fairytale 1:29 AM