Tuesday, July 31, 2007 ♥

Haha..was kinda late today for tutorial.. but

wasn't that bad..hehe...while walkin saw this super super long queue lo

they're all waiting for bus 72..scary wor..

anyway...was walkin to together with a friend that I met at the bus stop...

After the tutorials...as usual.. we went to the library again..

hehe..was doing my micro A powerpoint...

hehe...so guai rite..

then..this was taken through the library window...

the sky was reali blue..so nice..

it as been so long since I last saw the blue sky..

Can you see that umbrella there..haha... dunno what those guys are up to..

they wrap it with some transparent wrappers..

I guess it's suppose to be a invention bah..haha..

After lunch at the south canteen..we went to get our yogurt ice cream..

hehe..saw this slipper... so cute hor...

hehe...looks so nice lo...^^

Oh gosh..I did something so horrible today lo..

omg...I dose off jus like tat lo..

my goodness... sorries..

**very guilty**

sorry to have kept those chattin with me waiting...

very sorries...

someone must hav passed this illness to me lo..

gosh..so horrible lo me..

anyway..was quite a enjoyable day today...

^^ k then.. that's all..

still hav oral presentation script needa prepare...

♥ My Fairytale 12:39 AM

Monday, July 30, 2007 ♥

hehe...was damn bored today...got nothing better to do...so I did this... considered very accurate bahz...haha....^^
And..for those who are interested...here's the link..^^

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style:

You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

What your nightclothes reveal:

You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life.

What others see from your ties:

You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.

What others see from your belts:

You don't like to show your feelings. Normally, you are gentle and friendly, but you don't like socializing. It can be difficult to get to know you well, and you probably only have a few close friends.

What others see from your shoes:

You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings:

You are a hardworking people. You are serious and capable. You know what you want out of life, and you go after it.

The last analysis:

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

♥ My Fairytale 3:49 PM

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Was working today..it was like so quiet lo...

so little ppl...haha..

good...can slack..haha..kiddin la...

was damn bored lo...ended up chatting with the other girls next stall..^^

See..so empty lo...

dunno what to blog about today..haha..
after all..just a simple day...
was surprised by someone today...haha...
thanks worx..
**surprised**
so nice of you... haha..
hmm...after reaching home...
I know he came again today..
haix...dunno what else I can tell him...
anyway..I think I've made things very clearly liao..
so..it's up to him to accept...
even if he cant accept...
nothing will change...
cos...the decision is final...
no matter how much you do now..
it'll never make any difference anymore..
yupz..
that's about all bah...
**sigh**
it's week 16... sad..
worried & stress..
hate it..

♥ My Fairytale 1:39 AM

Sunday, July 29, 2007 ♥

I did this too...from felyssia's bloggie..hehe^^

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

♥ My Fairytale 2:48 AM

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Today bugis was kinda busy..so crowded..and the air-con was like spoilt lor..

wah...damn cold lo...was like shivering lo..

hmm...not exciting today...but my boss treated me sushi..

hehe...^^

Yupz..that was the sales today...it's considered as quite good liao lo..

cos usually only about 600++ or the most 700.. hehe...

hmm..he came to my house again...dotx...bought me many stuff....
the pizza was along with it as well..
hmm...and lookin at this...
reminds me of someone...
**hint**
make a guess lo...
look at it carefully...and you'll see it..
wahaha...
**Evil**

hmm..stop doin those silly stuff bah..
you'll be jus wasting time..
instead of doin all these...you can save up these time to do something that is more meaningful..
no matter how much you do now...it cant change history...
rather than trying to change history, isn't it better to prepare for the future..
and definately that things aren't gonna be back to the same any more..
and dun you dare to hack into my account again..
the next time I find out..
I'm gonna make sure something lands on your face..
you know I'm not kidding...

♥ My Fairytale 12:33 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007 ♥

Was in school early today just to do the cs project..

cos...reali jus dun feel like staying at home...

cos staying at home doesn't makes me feel any better..

was like drawing graphs the whole morning..

kinda draw until blur..haha..then..

for the first time I nearly do until forget bout the time..

haha...Ping came to meet me...jus as we're bout to go for our maths,

Ping realise that her admin card was lost..

so...I pei her go around and find lo..

but though the card was important,

but what we were more worried bout was her thumb-drive that was attached to it..

poor ping..can see that she almost cried out..

haiyo...hopefully that someone nice found it and return it to her..

so..didn't go for maths..haha...anyway, heard that the teacher also didn't reali teach..

haha..so..hai hao..hmm...

today..I saw ah-Ben...!

haha...kinda cool...^^

Fiona was pretty..

hehe...the atrium was crowded

haha..

see...so full....

they were waiting for the Siao Hua Siao Cao

and there's ah-Ben...

wahaha...I saw Huang Jun Xiong today...

those girls was like damn crazy over him leh..haha... was like screamin so loudly for him lo..

dotx..but he was cute...haha...so "man"..hehe..

hmm...anyway...after business mandarin I went to the library...

then go home...

But..jus wanna say........BANANA + yogurt ice-cream = yuckz...^^

**Evil**

Jus wanna say..I didn't mean that..cos your feelings matters..^^

♥ My Fairytale 10:22 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007 ♥

**sigh**

so many things going through my mind..

and there are still so many questions on my mind as yet to be answered..

wonder when will I solve all these...

sometimes jus need that someone that reali cares..and not.....

hmm...my mum jus told me that that guy was the one that kept callin her...

reali feel like callin him now and scold him...so sick lo..

still tell my mum that he'll be comin this weekend to buy dinner for her..

wth..

***sigh*** things hasn't been right lately...

hmm...seems like everyone is behaving strangely except for a few ba..

hmm...reali dun like the feelin of being.......

*sigh*

♥ My Fairytale 10:08 PM

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Today was such a long day..

cos...we had 4 hours of break in-between..all went home..

left me and Ping..was like slackin for the whole day...

then..went shop around at the atrium...

then...I saw something...

find it so cute...and I decided to buy it...

hehe...^^

yupz..this T-shirt..quite like that artificial teddy necklace on it..

kinda cute...so..I bought it...

jus at another stall...I saw my FAVOURITE...!

Yogurt Ice-Cream...!

hehe..long time didn't taste it ler..cos..it's so hard to find..

haha..I ate the one with strawberri,peach and blueberri..Nice~

Then..Ping and I saw this very cute cupcake..

at first I was askin Ping if it can be eaten..cos it was reali lookin so fake..^^

Then a lecturer over heard me..and she was like tellin me that it's real.. so pai sei...

Of all the cuties..we chose the hearty..^^ so nice...

I took the pink one...later in the afternoon..Eve went to get one too...

The one on top was Eve's..haha..cos the hearty one sold out ler...then..today during practical...luckily I wasn't late..If not Dr. Phoon will be askin for me again...haha..
scary..haha..dunno why he seems to like remember my name lo..I didn't misbehave in his lesson before lo..

and this was part of what we did in today's practical...

we're mixing the copper sulphate crystals with water..the solution was so clear.. nice hor..

♥ My Fairytale 8:16 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007 ♥

Today missed my inorganic chem tutorial...

Firstly cos I overslept...secondly was cause I wasn't feelin quite well this morning..

so..was at the library studying...

cos we're having com skill test today afternoon..

was revising...felt so restless..

but...I caught a "hardworkin" guy doin this....

Haha..Caught this "hardworkin" guy playin puzzle bobble...^^

hehe..**Evil**

hmm...by the way..

Nel's Ribena is jus so strange...

see...the colour..so different..aren't it suppose to be redish..? but hers was brown...

hmm...mentioning bout the test...

it was....

**sigh**

though I studied..but the questions was... haiyo...requires the applying the concepts that was thought..

**chim** mayb EQ too low liao...had a hard time dealing with it..

dun wish to see the results..haha..

Can you stop doin those small actions behind my back...it's reali irritating..

stop using my mum as your spy..had enough of you already..

all this makes me repel even further and further from you..

stop using my mum as a spy to spy on what i'm doin..

unless..you reali want us to be poles apart...

dun force me to say that phrase out..

this is my last and final endurance...

so stop trying your luck...

if I reali say it out..it'll mean that we'll neva gonna be friends ever again..

and I'll definately hate you from the bottom of my heart..!

so..jus stop it..

we'll never be back again...!

♥ My Fairytale 11:34 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007 ♥

Today Nel and I got frighten by Eve..

haha..she was scary...

cos we're like having maths lecture...Eve felt sick and was like resting lo..

Nel and I were talkin inoccently by ourselves...

then...suddenly...

Nel got to excited, accidentally bum on the seat..

THEN...

Eve screamed at us...out of no where...

we're like kinda stunned..haha...

Nel was reali shocked...haha..and she was kinda worried for her safety..

cos she sat beside Eve...

scary...no wonder she's that lion's gal friend...haha...

**Evil**

Thank you to those that showed concern...and those that trusted me and supported me..

erm..well...recently has been kinda bad tempered...

SORRIES if I've showed you anger...

reali sorries...

has been real stress lately...due to many many reasons..

and...

to that guy out there...

please let me go...reali..

i know u said your dad ill is true...i know that...

but...besides that...

I simply dun have any other trust in you anymore...

I think I already endured alot..

and reali it's my limits liao...

stop pushing things pls...

I reali jus wan some peace...

♥ My Fairytale 9:52 PM

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Today lessons ended early..

It was super early...! haha...

Nel overslept...Eve and felyssia wasn't around either... Only me and Ping =(

so bad...!! haha...

hmm..slacked in the library for the whole day...

doing report...chatting...playing games...slacking....

I started searching for games on the net..haha...after which...I got all of them addicted to...

Puzzle bobble...!!

haha...I'm a bad influence hor..^^

we look as if we're very hardworkin..but..actually..

we weren't...lol

**Evil**

So many things happened today...and the feeling is sucky...**sigh**

when will things change for the better...though I looked fine....but...

I'm not...

I neva ever thought that u'll do such a thing.. It's was reali true that you

once gave me happiness....

but..right now...

my life has been messed by YOU...!

stop tellin me that you care for me and you'll never do anything to hurt me..

but the fact that...

YOU hurt me the MOST..!!

If my relationship with her is spoilt...

It's all thanks to YOU...!!

Please...jus let me go if you reali still wanna see my smile again..

Just leave me alone if you reali still care bout me...

Just go away if you want reali want me to feel better and less miserable...

I'll be greatful for that...

**Jus let go of me...**

**Thanks for the concern..**

**grateful that you were there..**

**glad that i wasn't alone..**

♥ My Fairytale 1:31 AM

Monday, July 23, 2007 ♥

**sigh**

Today I found the truth which I reali dun wish to know...

Am I reali that stupid...?

why did he cheated my feelings again and again...

guess what now...

I found out that he lied to me again..

I reali felt upset for him when he told me those "reasons"..

however....

I neva thought that he'll lie to me to this extend...

even making use of his family...

and his dad's health...

I reali neva knew that he's that sort of person...

I was reali reali hurt...

Jus at this very moment when I was thinkin of giving him that very last chance...

I found out everythin...

what he said to me were all lies....

I hate LIARS....!!

And...

I made this conclusion....I won't trust you anymore...

real hurt this time...

you'll neva know....

**sigh**

♥ My Fairytale 12:10 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007 ♥

Today reali sux..

First of all...I nearly had a fight with my boss...

he was damn mean lor...Is like indirectly shooting me lo..

Cos..one watch went missing...but I didn't take it lor...was like so damn inoccent lor...

though he did not directly say that he suspects I stole it..but he kept shootin me indirectly lor...

**sigh**

dun wish to say further...

but..

saw something cool today yea...

me and the others girls were like so enthu and excited to see who stole things from the cold storage lo..

and we're like askin each other to guess wether if it's a guy or gal..

haha...so we stood there waiting...**very excited**

then...finally the cops came out...

and Grace was like..."eh..!! come out liao...!!" the rest of us was like...err....

haha...so..in the end was a gal..

she damn cool yea..cos suppose to feel very guilty and shameful lor..

but guess what...

she walked out very confidently...with no intension to hide her face at all lor...

so cool hor... haha....

♥ My Fairytale 11:58 PM

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First of all...

I was late for work..haha..bout ten minutes late wor..

hmm...Today Bugis was kinda empty..so my friend and I were like talkin and talkin...

haha..not that we slack...but reali no ppl... haha

hmmm...we were talkin bout some our troubles all that...

she knew how I felt...and tried to cheer me up lo...

was kinda down throughout the day...

until...something happened...

I met someone which used to be very important to me...

Though was jus normal talkin..but i felt so much alighten...whenever I saw that person,

it'll jus makes me smile...perhaps reminds me of some sweet stuff in the past ba..

I took a picture of the carrier in my stall..cos I really like it...

It's a Strawberry carrier...So CUTE lor..it's transparent with strawberry prints de..

And..

I saw something damn disgusting lor..

Someone vomitted along the pathway lor...then others was blind couldn't see lo...stepping on it.. yuckz..

I came across this thought to descibe my current stituation and feelings..." Relationship is like a candle...and the flame lighted by striking two stones together is the love & chemisry...And the important thing is that...The flame will only stay when there's two hands protecting it...However...I'm like struggling to keep that flame all this while on my own...And now...it's to a point where I couldn't hold it anymore...and the flame has gone off...Till then...u realise...So..now you're trying to regain the flame...But..do you know how difficult it is the get a flame jus by striking two stones..."

♥ My Fairytale 1:44 AM

Saturday, July 21, 2007 ♥

**sigh** sometimes I jus dunno what to do with him..

sometimes I jus dunno which side of him is true..

jus reali dunno what I shld trust

If what he said was true...

It would mean that my feelings were somehow being cheated..

On the other hand...

If what he said wasn't true...

Then why am i always seeing those conversations of him n her so often...??

Are you sure it was really like what u explained to me..?

**sigh** No matter which side of u i choose to believe in..

somehow i'm still like being bluff and cheated in some ways...

The you now is so different...

Until this very end then you see the fact that i won't always stay there..

And until now then I finally woke up...

Feeling that I've been giving in to you too much that you no longer sense what I want and need..

It was true that I'm very willing to change anything for the sake of you...

And the fact was that I did gave up many things for you...

But...why did things still turn out to be like this...

Seems like you have totally forgotten everything..

Forgotten that after all I'm still a girl that needed care and love...

All you did was to ask me to change this and that..And you kept giving complains...

Do you reali know how i feel...

Were you there when I reali needed you...and what were you doing then...

Right now at this very moment...then you start to feel regret...

But the feeling is no longer the same anymore...

But jus at this very moment when I finally decided to leave...

You're trying to make up everything...

Why do you always like last minute stuff...

And..

How much do you think you can amend...

If only you've realise all these earlier...

You want me to be what i used to be....

But...

Seriously..It's hard..

So...I'm so lost now...What shld I do...Which reason shld I believe in....

I reali dunno...

**sigh**

♥ My Fairytale 1:06 AM

Friday, July 20, 2007 ♥

Yeah..!! Finally got my bloggie done up..!! ^^

First of all, I must thank:

Evelyn,

Felyssia,

Shi Ping,

for helping me in doing up this bloggie....^^ thanks yea...

so...yup...this is my bloggie and here's my first post..^^

hmm...today did something bad...haha..cos Evelyn wore her heels today and started teasing

Nel when we meet up..[obviously sayin Nel *****] so I defended Nel..

haha..I said something like," oh..Eve, u're wearing heels ar..? why i didn't notice.."

haha...hmm..was jus kidding la..cos poor Nel kept got teased by her ma..^^

After that I accompanied Eve go meet her dear..cos he was helpin my pri sch find doin some stuff..

so..like that..I didn't went for my maths.. Nel and the rest went...

but guess what..?!? haha...while walkin to the library...

We saw Nel and the rest of them appearing in front of us..haha..they decided not to go for maths too..

so..we went to library cafe and talk lo...

After which..all of us decided not to go for our elective class too...haha..

For the rest of the time we slack in the library lo..

haha...btw...I finally understand why Lion dun wanna go Mac liao...hehe^^

**sigh** kinda lost lately...there are many things running through my mind..

and those are reali beyond words..how i wish that i can have someone that

fully understand how i feel...

♥ My Fairytale 5:55 PM