Friday, August 31, 2007 ♥

wahaha...was in school till very late today with dardar

**playing games**
after that had our dinner at amk...
hmmm...realized that the sky is quite nice tonight..

alot of stars..
this pic is a night view of NYP..hehe..

well....this is a pic of the sky tonight from my house..
if only my camera can catch what I see..
too bad..you peeps cant see the details..
alot of stars stars..

How I wish that the sky can be like this everynight...

>.< hope that You've overcome this afternoon's incident..
erm..well..just dun be so down and upset bah...
though you insist that you didnt..
but still... yup..just wanna see you smile smile...
and you know that no matter what....
erm...yupz..

ermm...just wondering why did those "question" came out
from your mouth so suddenly...
**dun understand**
why would you wanna compare things in this way...
is not that you cant.. but why...???
**dun understand**

truly was kinda disappointed when I heard those stuff..
though you tried to make the comparsion indirectly..
but I still can sense it de lo...
erm...well... was worried and concern bout you that's why I....
but...your reaction was kinda like...
and it sounds like I'm a trouble to you...
from the way you replied.. well....
是我自己原意这么做的，所以我没有要你特地赶回来。

hmm...yup... that's about all ba..
going back to Bowen tml..
hehe...miss my teachers...
wonder how they're doin...
cant wait to see them...
will be heading back to Bowen tml early in the morning..
**yawnz**
so tired..
heading off to bed soon...
>.<

♥ My Fairytale 1:00 AM

Thursday, August 30, 2007 ♥

whee~! yeah~!
NO more exams!!
all over..! ^^
currently in the school library...
dardar is having his last paper at 12.30...
will be waiting for him...
hehe..cant wait till 2.30...=x
dardar wanna stay in school to play games..
hehe..cos he has been busy studying lately..
ermm...well..the paper is still okay bah
**I guess**
yipee...~! It's party time...!!
brainstorming as to how I'm gonna spend my holidays...
hehe...
wanna go swim swim...
shopping...
watch movie...
ice skating...
sentosa..
east coast cycle...blade..walk walk..see see..
hehe...
still thinking........>.<
wanna go play my game.. hehe..
write till here first..=x

♥ My Fairytale 10:46 AM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007 ♥

Woo~! Just one more paper to go...
wahaha...had my inorganic chemistry paper ytd...
hoping that it'll be okay...
study study..
>.<
hmm..just wanna keep my mind clear for now...
needa focus now..
shall not worry and imagine so much bout other things now..
just leave everything as how it is lo..
should be all right de bah I guess gotta get back to study~

~cherishing what I have now~
...Bits and Pieces...

♥ My Fairytale 12:27 AM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ♥

went to dardar's place ytd
hehe..bought lunchie for dardar..=x
**study study**
hehe..
stayed there till 7 plus then headed to my grandma house..
hehe...
this pic was taken while I was on my way to my grandma house..
dardar house there de sunset so nice..
love it..
^^

today in school..suppose to be revising de..
but..haha..I was distracted..
hehe..started drawing...
hehe..

hehe..tried to draw a pic of dar..
ermm..but looked kinda weird horx..
just drew the hair..
haha...

hehe..went to Bishan with dardar..
hehe..
all I can say is that...
really having a great time with you..
love ya~!

♥ My Fairytale 12:21 AM

Sunday, August 26, 2007 ♥

ytd was in school studying..with dar and his friends..=x
dar didn't study much lo..though his table look messy..
haha..

I guai de..manged to type quite a bit of notes out..=x

haiyo..feeling so guilty..
cos...I hurt my dar..
**scratched him accidentally with my long nails**
must be super pain lo.. see that scar..
**guilty**
sorry dar...

woke up super early today...
cos..going meeting dar and Nel they all for breakfast at Chiong Bang..
then go study..
because I hardly wake up so early de..
so..hardly see the sky in the morning..
well...the sky was real blue this morning...
**just like my feelings**
[this is the over view from my house]

the is taken at while we're on the way to Chiong Bang..=x

**went to PS with dardar**
today eat so much..
**gosh**
you guys will be shock when I name you what I had today...

1. Fried carrot cake
2. Butterfly bun
3. Tou hua
4. You tiao
5. XXL chicken from shilin
6. Pokka green tea
7. Medium fries + regular coke
8. Oreo Cheese cake
9. 6-inch cheese steak sub
10. Mixed fruit ice with mango ice-cream
11. Taiwanese beef noodle

goodness...so scary horx..cant believe I ate all these lo..
so unhealthy and fattening.. >.<
hmm...well..gonna become fat if this continues... =x
haha...then too bad for dardar lo..
hehe..
had a wonderful time with dardar today..^^

I detest those ppl that dares to talk bout ppl to others but simply got no guts to tell that person..
if you wanna say things bout ppl...
then...be brave...say it to the person straight to his/her face...
otherwise..dun do such small actions..
it's irritating...
and pisses ppl off...

♥ My Fairytale 1:01 AM

Friday, August 24, 2007 ♥

hmm...this pic was taken that day...
so nice lo...
>.<

hmm... this was the letter that Huiyan got from that lecturer..
>.<

when I reached home..Realized..
my mum...she bought junk food for me...
omg...have been eating so much junk food lately..
plus...ytd...erm..opps...
>.<
**gonna fall sick and get fat soon**
haha..

haiyo..one more paper down..
hmm...haiz...my A maths..
**shake head**
ermm..well..~hopefully~
nothing much to blog today...
haha..
just hope that tml doesn't rain...
cos I wanna go swim swim..
hehe..have that feeling to dump myself into the water.. =x
hmm..next paper on Tuesday..
**faster clear**
hehe..
that's all for today..

things just happens..
you're mine..
>.<

♥ My Fairytale 1:31 AM

Thursday, August 23, 2007 ♥

oh well..was in school revising today..
having my maths paper tml..
oh no...
was glad to hear from that that he felt that his paper was easy..
**relieved**
brought my lappie to sch today..
dar help me install a few programme...
hehe..nice...
thanks dar.. love ya..
headed to Novena square after that..
that place was rather boring..
snapped this pic while we're resting..
**cute**

went to our secret hideout place to slack..
haha..I'm so health cautious..
I drank green tea...

But...dar ate potato chips..
haiyoyo..see..*edvidence*
hehe...

just wanna say...
** I'm a devil with angel's wings and devil's horns **
** Either come to me and get protected by my wings **
** OR **
** step over my head and get stabbed by my horns **

hope you dun misunderstand this phrase and think that I'll stab you one day..
I wont..
unless...yupz..

♥ My Fairytale 1:26 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 ♥

currently in school...

studying for the maths paper tml..

hmmm..I know that dar is super tired lo...

but he's just a bit stubborn...

dun wanna go home sleep after the exam...

hmm...just now went to mac for lunch...

dar wasn't eating..he was waiting for me..

can you imagine that he fell asleep while waiting for me to finish my lunch..

haiyo..that place was super bright and noisy lo..

yet can fall asleep...

haiyo..dar ar...

go rest na..

you cant even walk properly lo..

notty neh..

hmm..gotta get back to study le lo..

love you dar ~

♥ My Fairytale 1:12 PM

♥

woohoo ~! yeah ~!

physical chem over ler..!

wahaha...

sounds like exams are over.. =x

only the first paper down..

three to go..

but..phew..

cleared that killer paper le.. >.<

well...felt that the paper was still okay..

just pray hard and keep my finger crossed that I wont get a * again..

hehe..

hmm.. today one of the lecturer was lookin for huiyan..

haha..at first, the rest of us thought it was some kind of

a scholarship..cause that lecturer pass her a letter..

but..when she opened it...

guess what..

it was a letter issued by the SCL...

asking her to make a payment of $52.00 for breaking an equipment in the lab

previously..poor huiyan..

haiyo..stupid lappie..

having problem transferring the pics..

will upload it another day..

>.<

hmm..dardar having another exam tml morning..

hmmm...chatting with dar on skype right now..

he super ren zhen revising..

**pat his head**

hehe...

wanna pei him awhile longer..

dardar ~ gogo..

* **** ***

ermm..I guess it's normal and okay...

cause...

there's always ups and downs in life..

and..what's important is that...

we always end up having a smile on our face..

and these down moments will bring us closer after each time..

don't you agree...?

♥ My Fairytale 3:05 AM

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 ♥

ehiaktpe btohioasye suanecliovnimlkissaeud abrairlbsarrcinaknis

irkelaeluliy asio ruenickilvaielriusiecd

nwiolnrddaeir hwihkart ctihleay bhnaivpe jliedaeranit bfireohm mtahiast ieklueyvievn iyseeairas boif lsetauidriceis

iykoau iwnaaninea isatiacrkt ta ifoilgkhrt

dwieklcl

tciojmee ilno

rmealkie xseunree dyioiu slaained jiat fsrteriauilgrhet ahraerrd

efielacrilaetsis

islo tcahiillrdiidsah hainld iubnmclilvdieliiasteid

went to school to meet dar today..

erm..well... my sky today wasn't very sunny..

and..I found this place..

nice and quiet..

perhaps it'll be a good place for some quiet time..

I guess next time... =x

hehe..yupz..

hehe..met my sis at amk hub..
hehe..
it's been quite ago since I last saw them..
>.<

well..dar met both of my sis today..
haha..I guess both of my sis had good impression of him ba..
haha..
>.<
due to some reasons..
yupyup..and I guess they'll meet again soon..
=x
hmm...having my first paper tml..
**nervous**
it's physical chem...!
the one that I die flat on..
**sigh**
well..gotta jia you..hehe...
will being heading to bed soon...
waiting for dar's call...
=x

♥ My Fairytale 12:28 AM

Monday, August 20, 2007 ♥

hmmm...thank you to those who showed care and concern

Well...feeling so much better now...

hmm..was very touched by what you told me dar...

you're really understanding..

well...headed to city hall just now..

at marina square..

at the esplanade..

hmmm...hehe.. gonna miss dardar..

cos exams starting le..

on the phone now...

ermm...gonna shoo dar to bed lo...

hehe...

gdnitex.. >.<

Love you dar ^^

♥ My Fairytale 1:21 AM

Sunday, August 19, 2007 ♥

FREAKING OUT MENTALLY....!

really speechless...

dunno what to say and what to do..

just not in that mood....

**lost**

I'm not okay seriously...

feeling that I'm standing alone..

just that..

when you guys started the arguement...

have you guys wonder how I feel..

the feeling of being caught in between...

just suddenly feel that I'm so sucky..

begining to hate myself...

feeling that I'm lousy...

Is just that I dun care how they say about me...
the only thing that matters to me is how you see me..
and is just that...
I'm super worried that you'll one day side them...
and have doubts in me...
cos now that you can talk to them...
is like I wouldn't know what they said to you..
and maybe you'll start to wonder about what they said
and have questions about me..
haix..
just dunno how to write that sort of feelings out..
perhaps the best word that I can think of is..
**insecure**

just dun like this feeling...
just kinda lonely..

♥ My Fairytale 4:28 PM

♥

hehe...did this quiz before I headed off to bed...
kinda interesting...>.<

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the long road. You take your time and do not fall in love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.
You give 70% and expect 30% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.
You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person as the way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

♥ My Fairytale 2:49 AM

♥

To my dearest Huili jie...

Happy Birthday ~ !

I know this girl since sec one...

very blur girl..^^

hehe...she added alot of colours to my secondary school life..

hmm...always give me advise...

thanks lots wor...

....love you lots girl....

hope you had a wonderful birthday this year...!

>.<

hmm..well... bought herbal tea for dar..

cos he had alot of chips this morning..

hmm...however....

somehow I was like cheated by the shop keeper lo..

haha...ended up buying the honey xiao mai cao drink...

the person said it was nice and effective...

haha...but that drink tasted like grass lo..

no wonder called xiao mai "cao"

>.<"

see...this is how it looks like...

so Eeee.....

I told dar not to drink to le..

but I guess he drank the whole thing ba... =x

poor dar... >.<

hmmm...exams coming lo...

busy studying...

so..nothing much to write lo...

off I go~!

♥ My Fairytale 1:16 AM

Saturday, August 18, 2007 ♥

hmm... weekends approaching ler...

which also means that exams are coming ler...

dardar gonna spend time studying lo...

me as well... >.<

dar will be busy lo...

cant see dar... =(

will definately miss him loadz de....

today went to town with dar...

hehe...had subway for dinner...hehe..

**yum yum**

wahaha...

well...dar did something bad today....

haha....dar sholud know hor...

**notty**

wasn't down cause of what you did...

but just that I felt something...

(dun ask me what is it)

not going to stress you further...

just dun imagine things k...

I'll be fine...really...

I can handle....

what can say is that....

as long as you're around....

I'll be okay...

really...

just dun leave me behind....

♥ My Fairytale 1:37 AM

Friday, August 17, 2007 ♥

...rad ym evol ylurt i

...esuac

..krow tnow gnidnemda etunim tsal ruoy won dna

..mih htiw eb ot yppah m'i

retteb semit noillim a em staert eh...radrad ym evah i taht won

..eromyna ti ekat t'ndluoc

..stimil ym dettih sah ti

...rehtegot gnidda gnihtyreve

..t'ndid uoy tub..egnahc lliw uoy taht gnipoh

...uoy edtsurt i dna

..ol el eye eno esolc ot esoohc i

..reh ot tnes uoy taht sms thgindoog yhsum esoht dna

..sevileb ehs fi ees dna lrig rehtona ot siht gniyas yrt

"emit tsal reh devol i fi em gniksa saw ehs esuac sms taht tens i "

saw em dlot uoy taht nosaer eht dna

ti tuoba uoy edska i "uoy evol i" syas ti

reh ot tens uoy taht eno ralucitrap eno saw ereht

ol ti saw i semit ynam os ekil saw ereht ,was i taht sms esoht dna .8

.kcolb ruoy rednu uoy rof detiaw

taht eno eht ekil syawla m'i ,tsap eht ni llerrauq ew emityreve .7

"ab emit txen " or "al naw nud" syawla si uoy morf teg i taht rewsna eht

,ecalp siht ot og annaw i yas i emityreve

og annaw i erehw ot og em iep uoy ksa nac yldrah llyaer i ekil si dna .6

elpam nairt uoy pleh annaw nud i nehw em ta yrgna eb t'ndluow uoy

,dias uoy ekil hcum os em "evol" yllaer uoy fi dna .5

uoy rof kool ot tnew taht eno eht dna

tsrif uoy edllac taht eno eht m'i taht saw serow s'tahw dna

ylirgna seuoh ruoy fo tuo klaw

i nehw em retfa esahc ot rehtob neve t'ndid uoy taht tcaf eht dna

sseug i ab uoy ot tnatropmi ton os tsuj m'i

gninrom eht ni you dellac yeht nehw sdneirf ruoy

htiw mil mis og ot deerga uoy tub erofeb syad wefa em htiw ereht og

ot em desimorp uoy .tnedicni erauqs aniram taht tegrof reven lliw i dna .4

pohs nal eht ta sdneirf ruoy teem ot tsuj esuoh ruoy ta enola lla reh gnivael .3

eno yb eno reh ot edam uoy taht sesimorp seoht gnikaerb .2

?llew reh gnitaert edllac emag atod ruoy tsol uoy nehw "yb eehc","maid","pu tuhs" dneirflirg ruoy ta gnimaercs dna gnidlocs si .1

uoy ksa em tel neht

tola em evol yllaer uoy taht mialc uoy fi

taht tsuj tub

gnihtyna nialpxe ot rethob tnow i

tnaw uoy tahw etirw ot thgir eht evah uoy dna ieggolb ruoy s'it

ab daeha og neht

retteb leef uoy sekam

hctib a m'i taht kniht dna uoy ytip srehto ginkam dna

seirtne esoht gnitirw yb fi dna

ab uoy ot slirg fo tros esoht m'i spahrep

ereht eb t'ndluow yug rehtona dah i esuac uoy htiw pu ekorb i syas taht seirtne esoht

em dnatsrednu od yllaer uoy fi dna

nud uoy taht setats ylraelc sruoy fo ieggolb taht ni etorw uoy tahw taht tcaf eht esuac

parc s'ti

em dnatsrednu uoy taht em llet nud

now..my only worries and the my deepest thoughts are....

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♥ My Fairytale 12:58 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007 ♥

hehe...no pics to load today...didn't took any...

hmm...was in school again today...

revising...hmm...well...

went to see our lecturer today..

hmm...managed to clear some doubts..

was in the lab with dar the whole day...

hehe...

dardar so guai...studying...

he didn't bring his lappie wor..haha..

so rare...>.<

was like super cold in the room lo...

haha..wonder how those IT students manage to survive in that temperature..

haha..

as usual...lost concentration at around 5...

went to yishun with dar...

hehe...had my lunch cum dinner...

shop for awhile then headed home le...

Dardar seems to be in quite a good mood this morning..

but..till the evening...sense that he had some thoughts on his mind..

hmm...wonder if I should trust that senses of mine..

felt that he had a mixture of some thoughts and feelings...

hope that I'm wrong...

Otherwise.........

hmm....yupz....

felt that he's like somehow worrying bout something...

and thinking of something...

hmm...well...

shall leave everything to nature...

hope that everything will be fine and great...

hmm....off to chat chat with my dardar lo....hehe...^^

dardar...love ya loadz~

♥ My Fairytale 10:21 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 ♥

Was out very early today...hehe...

Caught this very blue sky when I was waiting for bus at the bus stop..

>.<

Hehe.... this is from Dar...hehe...cutie...

well...hmm... was kinda like revising...
realize that I still have quite abit to do...
**stress**

well...was having some thoughts in my mind..
but...jus dunno how to express them out in words...
just a mixture of some thoughts and feelings...
well...I'm so sure that I..............
and that's all I have to know now....
hmm..yupz....I guess that's the clearest to me...
and I think that that's is the most important thing rite now...
can be unclear with everything...
As long as.............

♥ My Fairytale 11:09 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 ♥

Hehe...was in school studying ytd...hehe... exams coming liao...

muz jia you..^^

Caught Dar surfing the net..

haha...cos he lost his concentration...

Haiyoyo...

After that ....went to Bishan...

saw these...so cool...

hehe..

all are made using the Jacob's Biscuit..

Went to Cafe Cartel for Ice-Cream~! hehe..

**yummy**

hehe...finshed all of it...hehe..

shared with Dar..^^

after which slacked in the cafe...

Love being with you..

"Like" is when u noe e best side of someone n like her;

"Love" is when u noe e worst side n u still love her with all ur heart

♥ My Fairytale 12:10 AM

Sunday, August 12, 2007 ♥

Hmm..was out again today..

hehe..went to woodlands..

to the library..

**study**

hehe...hmm..

I saw something interesting today..

look..can you see that mini rainbow....?

hehe...it appeared on the sofa..

well..kinda represent how I feel right now..

hehe..

Was out with sweetie..

hehe...went to many places..

First, went to Bugis..hehe..

took this pic when we were eating ice-cream out Bugis Junction..

haha..those kids are having fun..hehe

After which...went to Tamp...visit ShiPing..hehe..

Bought her herbal tea as well..

was taking pics of our reflection at century square..

haha..look at this...

one of his hands looks like it's being cut off..

haha..

went to eat jap food atfer that..hehe..

**yum yum**

Then...lastly...
we headed off to Changi Airport..
haha..
was thinkin of watching those planes de..
but...couldn't see anything..
cos it was during the night..
**reflection**

had so much fun..hehe..

~~well... have some thoughts on my mind...~~
~~but...~~
~~jus didn't want to write it on the couple bloggie...~~
~~cos..didn't wan ppl to think that i'm "sweet-talking"~~
~~well..I mean what I say..and those words are definately from my heart and thoughts..~~
~~oh well...suddenly jus felt so lucky...cos he's reali a great guy~~
~~and also because of this....~~
~~I'm starting to fear...~~
~~fear that I'll loose it..I'll loose him...~~
~~that I cant hold him for long...~~
~~cant keep him for long...~~
**fear** cos...
~~I think I've reali fallen in...very deep in...~~
~~jus wanna see him with his smile everyday...~~
~~and..I'll try my best to keep that smile on he's face as long as I could...~~
~~suddenly jus felt that....~~
~~he meant alot to me....he's like my everything...~~
~~jus dun wanna loose him...~~

♥ My Fairytale 9:09 PM

Friday, August 10, 2007 ♥

Hmm..woke up early today..

went to school to meet sweetie..

then met Nel, Eve and felyssia..

hehe..secretly snapped this pic..

wahaha..not bad horx...

my snapping skills are improving..

and...he's side view is shuai too..

wahaha...