I would say is a well balanced day ytd..
well balanced with good and bad..
met up with my laopo.. and shopped at bugis...
bought quite a couple of things.. like shirts.. shoe... and my cute ligther.. =p=p
after that was K session.. (:
I'm still confused and puzzled especailly with some other info...
grr~~
I'm having soo many question marks in me now..
I simply just dun believe that He's that sort though..
dun ask me why... cos I seriously dunno.. this feelin is just in me..
I bet I'm the last to know again.. and pretty sure that there are ppl out there
"watching show" and laughin bout this...
Perhaps to them I'm just a joke.. especially when I overheard those..
and maybe they think I'm stupid too...
I choose to treat you nice cos I sincerely regard you as friend..
it's okie if you take for granted of me being nice to you..
But.. backstabbing me and gossiping bout me behind my back is definitely somethin hurting..
As for the other YOU..
I dun wish to believe that what I have been told was true...
How do you want me to convince myself that those are just rumours..?
all these have to be kept within me and not to be told to anyone..
cos there's too much consequences to bear..
How am I suppose to get ALL my "????????" cleared.......
Well... it's definitely not a nice feelin and a good state that i'm in now..
I loss the ability to recognise good guys from the bad ones..
and who can reali be trusted???
*ponders*
