Finally Common test is over...now it's the holidays..
will be working at funan tml..

hope that things will get better..

Current Status: MIA

it's been sometime...
For once i believed in myself that I can bring you joy and happiness..
but now....
I'm kinda loosing the faith in myself...
sometimes even wonder if you're reali happy..
seems like I've added on more grumpiness on ur face than putting a smile..
seems like...
我所做，所说的话都会惹你生气或难过。
尤其是最近总是惹你不开心。
不时让我怀疑我是否能够让你快乐和幸福。
对自己失去了信心。
all I can say for today is...
I reali didnt mean that...
I tot that you'll know that I wasnt trying to imply that..
but I guess I'm wrong..
it's just that sometimes I'll phrase things in a wrong way..
I didnt know that you'll take it that way..
I tot that I could just say what I wanna say, like to say when I'm with you..
I tot that I can just relax and not being so tied up when I'm with you..
but I guess I'm wrong..
you have your feelings, thoughts and thinking as well..
so perhaps I needa be careful with my words next time..
Loss in faith...Am I..? can I..?? Reali..??