Sunday, August 19, 2007 ♥

FREAKING OUT MENTALLY....!

really speechless...

dunno what to say and what to do..

just not in that mood....

**lost**

I'm not okay seriously...

feeling that I'm standing alone..

just that..

when you guys started the arguement...

have you guys wonder how I feel..

the feeling of being caught in between...

just suddenly feel that I'm so sucky..

begining to hate myself...

feeling that I'm lousy...

Is just that I dun care how they say about me...
the only thing that matters to me is how you see me..
and is just that...
I'm super worried that you'll one day side them...
and have doubts in me...
cos now that you can talk to them...
is like I wouldn't know what they said to you..
and maybe you'll start to wonder about what they said
and have questions about me..
haix..
just dunno how to write that sort of feelings out..
perhaps the best word that I can think of is..
**insecure**

just dun like this feeling...
just kinda lonely..

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~a.k.a sH@n, Shanice
~09.10.1989
~I'm 20 already
~Libra
~Loves Him
~amk pri, bowen sec,currently in nyp
~Dip. in Pharmaceutical Science
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~A ~~LittLe~~ girl that is cheerful and makes alot of noise but is kinda sensitive to everything..rather straight forward person too.

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~to be happy always
~one that will always be there for me
~everyone to be happy & healthy
~get her driving license
~~~go Genting~~
~~~a new wallet~~
~~~new bag~~
~Digi Cam
~~~Mp3 player~~
~~~Asgti contact lens~~
~~~get my hair cut~~
~~~hard disk~~
~more clothes

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